Sunday, May 5, 2013

what i was thinking in the hotel

what i thought when tom called me out for being a bootlegger. I wanted to punch him right then and there. right in front of his wife. embarrass him in front of her. i wanted to knock him out for saying something that disrespectful to me. He knew that very few people knew how i made my money. He let some of the most important people in my life's opinions of me change. That's why he did it, he thought it would make daisy want to stop seeing me. Maybe i should give her a real reason and beat the crap out of that pretty-boy tom. ill make him regret ever saying that.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

What i was feeling when daisy drove my car

i felt like this was the best time ever, letting daisy drive my car. She was having such a great time. However i immediately regretted that decision when we hit a woman who ran out into the road. i got out to inspect the damage and to see if the woman was alright. i already knew she'd be dead, we were going so fast there was no way to survive that. I guess i just wanted to see for myself. it was so irresponsible to let daisy drive my car, because now if anyone saw us, it would be my fault. If we get caught or found out, i'm leaving, i'm taking daisy with me. We are going to hide my car and sail away, away to somewhere new, somewhere no one has ever heard of us.

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

why i threw all those parties

Why do you think i threw those parties? of course it was all for daisy. She was my world and i had to get her back. I worked so hard to make money illegally so i could get this house. Have a view over my long lost love. Throw parties that she might end up at. Just so i could have a chance to see her, to talk to her. You know what? that crazy plan worked. not exactly how i planned but i met Nick, and Nick knew daisy and he set up a meeting for the two of us. We met again and we fell back into the love that we had been in when i had to go to war. It had worked. All that hard work had paid off. I got my love back.

Friday, April 26, 2013

why i stole daisy stole daisy from tom

Daisy and i had met and dated before she had even met tom. we had fallen in love and i had to leave for the war. It separated us and i had thought about her the whole time. I moved to west egg so i could watch over her once i found out that she had married. But not only for that, i waited for my time to take her back, take her from tom. He didn't respect her or even love her. everyone within one hundred miles knew he was having an affair, everyone but George Wilson. Daisy even knew, she didn't do anything about it till i came along. i met with her in nicks house and our love started again. we jumped right back to where we were. I had taken her back. She wanted me back. And tom found out and he told Wilson that i had cheated with myrtle and that why he killed me.
what I was thinking after being shot

What happened? Why? What did i do? It would have to be Tom. He found out, he knew daisy and i had an affair. He got angry and had gotten away from her. He had bought a gun and shot me. The blood is running down into the pool. i can feel my energy draining from me. Slowly leaking out. The blood stands for my love for daisy, it will never be there anymore. she will never feel my love again. Because of Tom, that brute of a man who didn't even love her. He stole her from me anyways she was mine to take. he is in the wrong not me. why wouldn't he confront me before now?
What I was thinking when I met daisy again.

I was think about all those times that had past. All the fun things we did together, all the fights and smiles. the way we ended, the way we just split. How i had gone all that time without her. the love of my life. How i worked and bootlegged to make enough money to live in this house, across from daisy. To throw these extravagant parties in hopes that see and i would one day meet again.I can't not have her. I need to spoil her and make her mine. To take her from Tom. He didn't deserve her, i did. she was mine and mine to take back. I'm going to do just that, take her back.